Enough - Onward

A long while has passed since any words were written here. Why?

• Reasons? Many.
• Excuses? Perhaps a few.
• Results of the reasons and excuses? Not good.

Enough...

I'm most decidedly not where I want to be as I begin my "second half". It is very convenient to place blame on the birthday odyssey for some excess weight, but I know better. I know better than to blame in general. It does not, nor will it repair the damages and propel me forward (not backward) to where I want to be.

Enough...

No more resistance. No more attempting to change things that I cannot change. It is time to accept what is - as it is today (painful though that is).

• For this moment - it is what it is, no matter how I want it to be something else
• For this moment - indulgence, stress and frustration is sitting in my midsection (perhaps a bit in the thighs as well)
• For this moment - I am not able to complete the half marathon I wanted to do in October
• For this moment - the other unpleasant things are real and icky

And to all of that, and the items too numerous to list - for this moment - it is what it is.

The good news?  From this moment on - it can be different. It can change, it can be better, and I can react by making better choices.

Much has been accomplished thus far, and for all of those things I am profoundly grateful. Now - my sights are set on moving forward, and not ever looking back again.

One of my favorite football teams always performs very well in the first half, and fails to "close the deal" in the second half. In my second half - I intend to "close the deal" - over and over and over again.

Enough...

No looking back...

Onward...